Blowing wind in the midst of my solitude
alludes to one title that never have I met
Such a sinful soul needs assurances
upon the worthiness of me before Him
“Know Him by His names, O you who believe..
if you hope to meet Him when the time comes” prophet said.
This poem is basically my thought to the last surah of surah Al Kahf though I also have another intention in writing it. At the last surah it is stated that if those believers want to meet Allah afterlife, they have to prostate to Allah only, do not relate in the worship of Allah anyone, and keep doing righteous deeds.
قُلْ إِنَّمَا أَنَا بَشَرٌ مِثْلُكُمْ يُوحَىٰ إِلَيَّ أَنَّمَا إِلَٰهُكُمْ إِلَٰهٌ وَاحِدٌ ۖ فَمَنْ كَانَ يَرْجُو لِقَاءَ رَبِّهِ فَلْيَعْمَلْ عَمَلًا صَالِحًا وَلَا يُشْرِكْ بِعِبَادَةِ رَبِّهِ أَحَدًا
Say, “I am only a man like you, to whom has been revealed that your god is one God. So whoever would hope for the meeting with his Lord – let him do righteous work and not associate in the worship of his Lord anyone.”
Al Kahf – 110
ada perasaan lega
ketika bisa memahami
makna nasihat sang bunda.
Rasa takut itu ada
karena ia adalah pertanda
hati ini masih penuh dengan dosa
Rasa syukur seharusnya terus mengikuti
karena diberi hati yang berempati
oleh Sang Maha Pemberi.
Keyakinan itu selalu ada
bahwa janji Allah itu nyata.
Akan sampai suatu saat nanti
seseorang akan menggenggam tangan ini
dengan erat, lembut, dan pasti
menuntun serta melangkah bersama
menuju telaga kautsar dengan ridho-Nya
Meeting someone in life is something that’s actually astonishing.
That’s because he brings himself with his past, present, and his future.
That’s because someone’s whole life comes along.
The heart is fragile.
Therefore, it might have been broken.
That heart is coming too.
– Because this is My First Life-
For the past 365 days,
you’ve worked hard.
You’ve learned about
how to accept your own skin,
to accept the blood flowing throughout your body
and to seek the perfect comforts in your imperfections
You’ve worked hard, and I do appreciate it.
Bless your soul.
24 is your turn.
Women are strong
for those they love
Women are smart
for the things they have
Women are beautiful
without asking for return
women are women
In any shape,
in any dress,
in any skin,
deep down they know
they are women,
deep down we know
they are women,
deep down you know
they are women,
deep down he should know
she is a woman
Memories were made.
Time flies so fast.
Things have changed.
Moments stuck in your mind.
You cannot go back
no need for you to do so.
All you want to do is just
to keep those memories
as precious as they were.
Do you know why?
Because memories are too beautiful to be forgotten.
Because memories are too powerful to be erased.
Because memories are just.. memories
Tidak. Aku tidak bisa mengambil seribu langkah. Terlalu berat bagiku.
Untuk saat ini aku hanya bisa merangkak perlahan-lahan untuk sampai tujuan.
Perjalananku masih jauh, sangat jauh.
Perjalananku butuh waktu lama, sangat lama, seribu tahun pun belum tentu cukup.
Tapi aku berharap dan aku yakin aku sedang menuju kepada tujuanku.
Karenanya aku ingin menikmati setiap proses yang kutempuh..
Merangkak, berdiri, berjalan, berlari. Ya aku akan belajar.