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A Visitor

​Meeting someone in life is something that’s actually astonishing.

That’s because he brings himself with his past, present, and his future.

That’s because someone’s whole life comes along.

The heart is fragile.

Therefore, it might have been broken.

That heart is coming too.

– Because this is My First Life-




Women are strong

they stand 

they fight

they endure

for those they love

Women are smart

they teach

they calculate

they appreciate 

for the things they have

Women are beautiful

they preach

they give

they forgive

without asking for return


women are women

In any shape,

in any dress,

in any skin,

deep down they know

they are women,

deep down we know

they are women,

deep down you know

they are women,


deep down he should know

she is a woman

On Top of the Hill

​On top of the hill I’m standing,

watching and wondering

of all the blue and green

of the leaves hissing

of the branches dancing

of the diamonds floating

for how long will it be lasting?

On top of the hill I’m standing,

overlooking all things yonder

to find what I adore

to question the future

to interpret this metaphor

as a praise to the illustrator

of the earth and sky beyond

June 1, 2017


Memories were made.

Time flies so fast.

Things have changed.

Moments stuck in your mind.

You cannot go back

no need for you to do so.

All you want to do is just

to keep those memories

as precious as they were.

Do you know why?

Because memories are too beautiful to be forgotten.

Because memories are too powerful to be erased.

Because memories are just.. memories

The Moon

for a certain reason I can do nothing

for a certain reason I breathe heavily

for a certain reason I can’t take my eyes of you

how do I look?

how do I look when I look at you?

do I look like a clown, or a witch?

how do I look in front of you?

never mind

I know you don’t mind

don’t read my mind

I don’t mind

embrace the moon

the moon is too far

they want the moon

I want the moon

Fiska Oktavia, April 14, 2014


the moon